Why hai there. I've been home since midnight, and I have been seriously procrastinating my homework. There is a distinct possibility of me doing it tomorrow during physics.
Tomorrow my boring life begins the wonderful cycle of eating, swimming, shipping, and occasionally sleeping. Last night I was up til 4 AM. GREAT.
I want to go a little more in depth into said cycle, but honestly, the only thing on my mind is the email I am currently working on in hopes of sending it to Frank Spotnitz, one of the very talented writers who had the pleasure of working on The X-Files. The email started out simple enough, just me wanting to thank the guy for being so freaking awesome, but right now... It's basically me spilling out every single reason TXF matters to me, and how it changed me as a person.
I realize that sounds a little weird, and trust me, I feel weird saying it, especially because I'm so young. To give you an idea, I cannot legally drink. Yeah.
But it really has, and I'm not sure how well I'm getting that point across to Frank. Even if he does get it, there's no telling if he will actually take me seriously or not, and that's what worries me. Here I am, confessing the thoughts and ideas that I hold nearest and dearest to my heart, to someone who probably gets hundreds of emails a day from crazy people like me who don't actually mean it... And runon sentence. But anyway, I'm just basically worried that he won't take me seriously, or he'll get a restraining order. Or both.
Such is the nature of myself though, I sit and worry about all the possibilities, and all that could go wrong. I really want to do this though, because typing this all out on a blog is great and all, but no one will probably ever read it, and I pray to God that Frank reads all of his emails. He doesn't even need to respond! (Although it would be nice to know that he read it.)
It's going to take a lot of courage to press that send button once it's finished.
Wish me luck!
-Haley
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