How can I ever forgive myself?! [I completely lose it]

Forgive me Father for I have sinned. It's been _____ _____ since my last confession.

I have committed the ultimate sin.

I have betrayed all the ones who love me most.

Today, in an attempt at being more tolerant of those with different romantic view points, I read...

I READ A DSR FANFIC! I'm so sorry! I just wanted to see what in the world could possibly make someone think that Scully should be with Doggett rather than Mulder and curiosity got the best of me. The piece in question consisted of far too much Mulder-bashing for my tastes, and now I'm left with a horrid taste in my mouth.

I suppose that's what happens.

I'm not completely closed minded, I'm sure there are better fics out there, but after that traumatizing experience... I'm not sure I'll ever be ready for those. I think it's good to venture out of your comfort zone when it comes to your OTM (one true match) but I think I'll stick to MSR from now on.

I mean, really! The positive reviews will haunt me in my nightmares.

-Haley